I've been a Penn State fan for 38 years. In the past 48 hours I've gone through a range of emotions, starting with maybe a little bit of denial, to anger, and now just absolute disgust.
Joe Pa and Penn State has represented to me everything that was right with college athletics. He's also a rare link to my childhood. I can't say that I can still put on my favorite show when I was a kid, but I can put on a Penn State game and see a man standing on the sidelines or lead a team through a tunnel that has done it as long as I can remember.
Many of you have no idea what that's all about, because most of you are fans of college teams that have coaching carousel every couple years and have no idea what that bond means. Therefore you couldn't possibly understand why we night be a little behind (no pun intended) in joining the mob and calling for his head.
Most of you had a predisposition on Paterno which made it easy for you to jump all over him. That's fine, there were people that have had not liked Paterno because of his supposed holier than thou national image since most of your grandfather's hey day. The national outcry doesn't suprise me.
I've gone on record in this forum saying he should step down. I still agree with that. However after thinking about it I'll expound on this further. I think he should of left 15 years ago. I've always been the first guy to jump up and scream at anyone that thought the admin should step in and replace him. I thought his years of service gave him the right to leave on his own terms.
But I was wrong, and the more I think about it the more my stance was bred from selfishness. I couldn't let it go. But from my perspective now, they would have done him a favor by letting him go 15 years ago.
The fact of the matter is he's been in a figurehead position at this school for some time. Until now I didn't see any harm in it. But there was more than being just a recruiting bargaining chip and and living breathing monument when you still hold the position of head coach. I've thought about this a lot, and I have a hard time believing that he didn't think he was doing the right thing. I think he was possibly too out of touch to know what the right thing actually was.
It's abundantly clear to me that this situation was way over his head. For his sake, and the sake of the program, he needs to be let go. It tears me to pieces to say it, but he has to go.